Inner Soul

Since I have time to kill and I’m wide awake; I might as well tell you a story. 

You see,when my mother was pregnant with me; my original due date was actually Valentine’s Day but for some reason I was born on George Washington’s birthday.

I’ve never had a good Valentine’s Day. Its ALL been bad. Really terrible and  me being me,I would actually try SO hard to please the one girl to be mine, but it never works out for me at all. Last Year,I worked a double shift and my evil bitch of a ex and I planned dinner and movie that night. I slaved all day at my job and I get off really early. I shave and shower and get a whole wardrobe just for her. I even bought a new pair of Vans.lol. 

She said she would pick me up at 8…but then 8 past and then it was 10 already. I called her and I gotten no answer. I pretty much gotten stood up so badly. I had bought her her favorite flowers and candy. Til this days,it was one of the most dreadful days of my life. The next day, she really had the nerve to give a terrible excuse that she had to work..(Need to remind you that she gets off 2 hours earlier than me.) Such bullshit. and wasted time. Til this day,I have never forgiven her about that.. 

All I’m saying is ..

This year,after work..It will be me being alone with a bottle and Candy Bars.. and Tumblr.. 

What should I really do?

 Let me tell you something. Love doesn’t have a race nor gender. Never limit yourself from finding your true love.

So here I am.

Again.

Telling tumblr my feelings and emotions.

Earlier today I went to go see Dredd 3D(It was meh,)

I’m closer to moving out day by day. Even though I will still be broke,I have great friends that are helping me find a WAY better job than a G.E Plant Job.

I forgot that Listening to Seal/Sade ALWAYS calms my mind and cleanses my soul from the negative energy and depression that surrounds me.

No love interest,but that’s okay..I know that special woman will come to my life.

I was crushing on a woman on tumblr and I wanted to talk to her,Yet she didn’t reply back. I never get noticed at all,but Its okay.(I guess)

Paradise(One Day) is a place that special woman and I can connect and be 1body and 1mind. Lasting in a powerful love making and sensual connection.

I will always struggle to get where I’m going,but It will pay off when I’m in a new place in life with friends and family.

I hate being alone,but someone is feeling the same way.

I only hope for the best.

Salutations,and Good Night.